2002-12-24���8:39 p.m.

Christmas Eve. Its not been a good week. But that is ok. I survived like I always do. Not a lot to say at the moment. I miss her. A lot. I got a email card I think was from her. Not sure if it was or not though. I hope it was. I wanted to send her one but I dont think she would realy want me to. Everything just feals so wrong. I hope she has a merry christmas. I will be thinking of her. I hope everyone has a good day. Turkey....yum. Goodnight all.