2002-10-06���8:30 a.m.

Well I feal as though I should write somthing here but to be honest I have nothing to say. There is a LOT going on in my life at the moment but I just dont have anything in me that will let me share it with anyone. There are just so many things wrong with me at the moment I cant even begin to tell about it. I just cant open that door beacaus of the flood that is behind it. I hate this. On top of everything that is going wrong at the moment I miss Ela so bad I cant stand it. Great. woo hoo go me.