2002-09-28���10:12 p.m.

Its the weekend and I am online so I feal that I should write something here but I just dont feal like it. I saw someone today that I could have gone my whole life with out seeing. Nothing like the joy of having your past jump up and kick you in the chest every now and then. Fuck why cant she just die or something? It made me sick to my stomach just to see her. I totaly ran like a coward and hoped she dident see me. What the hell is she doing here? She has the whole state of Texas why the hell does she feal the need to come here? GRRRRR Now I am going to be totaly paranoid to go out in public places. fun fun fun. I hate you...DIE!