2002-08-14���5:58 p.m.

yeah this is my second entry today. I dont know what to write I am just so upset at the moment I cant see straight. I dont know why I am letting this get to me so bad but it is realy tearing me apart. I am not suprised that it has come to this I am realy suprised that I am letting it bother me so bad. Fuck. I want to scream and yell. fuck fuck fuck