2003-09-30���10:13 p.m.

I finished a house today and we dont start the next one untill thursday. woo hoo a day off in the middle of the week. I am kinda beeing bad. Home alone and bored. I have spent the last few hours playing xbox and drinking. yeah I have a life. NOT! well I am buzzing prety good and in a good mood so I thought I would write a litle. Its strange I have had some contact with Ela lately. Not a lot but some. Its good to know what is going on in her life. It seams that things are going well for her at the moment. Studying way to much as usual. I still smile when I think of her and I am glad about that.

ok Maybe I have had a little to much to drink. I am listening to music and I can hardley sit still. I am in such a mood to dance. WoW what a chick thing to say. Am I gay and I just dont know it? lol. If I dident like girls so much I would wory about me. I hate to admit it but I am listening to Dream at the moment. Yeah I know. I dont want to hear it. But there first cd is great music to just put on and have a good time to. The song "only in my dreams" just makes you want to move. OH YEAH! only 17 days untill the "I am the world trade center" Show. I am soooooo excited about it. I have been lucky to meat(meet? wow I cant spell) bands I REALY hope that I can meat(Meet? wow I suck) them. The girl singer is strange. I find her realy hot but if you ask Jason he will just say "well yeah you do. You like ugly girls" but she is like a 10 on the cool factor. you sould check out there site. http://www.iamluxe.com/worldtrade/ it has a free download of Metro one of my fav songs by them. Awww yeah. Ok thats it out with the dream md and in with WTC.

YOU

you have gone away

and I

I'll treat it like a holiday

and you

you'll be back to stay

Why did you walk me to the metro?

when you knew I was in a car?

how can you hurt me?

when I dont even care?

Im not beeing honest

It hapens all the time.

Good night all.