2003-07-06���10:06 p.m.

Last night I had a dream about someone that I wish I hadent. No not Ela. Now I just cant get them off of my mind and it is realy depressing me. Life is so strange. Man I am the king of taking things for granted. Will I ever learn? I had a pretty good 4th of July. My uncle Jerry came down from Seatle. That was way cool. He played Santa while he was here beacaus we hardley ever see him. Gifts kick ass lol. Yeah. I have to get up at 5 in the morning so I am off to bed. Sleep well all. I miss my friends. I miss peaple who were my friends. I hope everyone is ok and happy. I love you all.