2002-10-19���11:59 p.m.

Things still suck for me but I dont feal like whining about it here. I just need a change but I dont know how to change me or the way I feal. Its been to long for me to still listen to fury and cry but I still do. I feal so weak for still hurting. I still love her and miss her so much.

my tea's gone cold..I wonder why I got out of bed at all.....