2002-09-02���8:53 p.m.

I am in such a weird mood. There is so much on my mind. But none of it I feal I can put down here. That realy stinks. I hate that I have to worry about what I write. Sometimes I wonder if this Diary is such a good idea. It was a way for me to make myself feal better by leting things out. Now I dont feal that I can say what I want anymore. Maybe I should just say what I want and fuck what peaple think when they read it. Sounds like a good idea...maybe tomorow