2002-08-25���8:30 p.m.

I hate the way things are at the moment. Ela is off school at the moment and not working. This is time that we should be togher and we are not. It feals so wrong. I dont know what to do. I know she wont come here and I know I cant go there at the moment. I know that if we could just see each other things would be better. I would give anything to see her right now. I just miss her so much.