2002-08-22���9:39 p.m.

Hello. This was such a strange day. I dont even know how to begin to explain it so I wont. I am just so numb and drained at the moment. I feal so tired. I hope I can sleep tonight. I wish I knew that things were going to be ok. I have no faith in anything anymore. I just dont want to hurt anyone. I am sure to most of you this makes no sense but that is ok. I dont make much sense to myself at the moment. I am going to go put a cd in my cd player and lay down and hold my pillow and try to sleep. Goodnight all.

p.s. thank you