2002-08-02���10:56 p.m.

Last night I watched a movie about skydiving. It was realy cool. They talked about "cutting away" it is when you cut lose your main shoot and use your resurve. It also refers to walking away from you life and starting new. Just cutting away your past and all the baggage you have and starting over. Man that must be so nice. I wish I could do that. Right now I am falling through the sky and my main is just not working. I have the knife in my hand and I just need to make the cut but I am to afraid to do it. I dont want to hit the ground.