2002-01-28���9:50 p.m.

I feal really strange at the moment. I havent really writen much here lately. I dont know why but for some reason at the moment I am keeping pretty much all my fealings inside. I just dont really have the desire to share my thoughts. There is so much going on in the inside of me at the moment I guess I am just kinda afraid to let it all out. It is just weird. I actually feal guilty for not putting up stuff here. I dont know why but I just dont want to share at the moment. I am not even really talking to my friends or anything at the moment. I am just kinda closing up for a while. Well I am going to go to bed. Night all.

(money is not more important than love no matter what you think)