2002-01-11���11:12 p.m.

Hello. I am actually in a really good mood. Work went really well today then when I got home Ela and Jenni were online and we all talked for quite a while. It was so nice. I am realy excited about going to Germany. It is going to be so good to see Ela. Jenni and I talk a lot online and have really goten to know each other pretty well so I am really looking forward to seeing her also. It was so good to talk to Ela today. It reminded me of when I was living in Grove and she and I would spend hours online talking to each other. There were times where I was so tired. I would turn up the volume on my computer real lound and fall asleep in between Im's. The ring of an incoming IM would wake me up and I would type a response and then fall back asleep. Those were such good times. I have never talked so much in my life as I did when we were togher. We would go to joplin to see a movie then we wouldent go see it we would just walk around hobby lobby talking. You just cant imagine how many hours we have spent just siting in the car talking. We told each other everything. I have never felt so close to anyone in my life. There are so many things I rember. I love the feal of her lips the first thing in the morning when she wakes up. They are always so warm and soft in the morning. I love to just lie there next to her talking with my hand on her belly. I have spent so many night just doing that. I started falling for her and we talked about it and decided that we were just going to be friends. It was so hard to try to act like I dident like her as much as I did. We were just friends but we would lie there for hours talking and holding hands. There have been some great moments in my life but nothing comes even close to the night she first kissed me. If I live to be a million no other moment could even come close. I am listening to fury beacaus it makes you seam not so far away. I miss you babe. I will see you soon.

HOMEINSIDE

hey, look at me

here I sit at my window

and I wait for your call

it's getting late my love

the moment you took that airplane

and you left the city

I got insane

that wasn't pretty

your voice on the phone

tells me you're all alone

but I can't crawl through the wire

and I'd like to be with you

but I haven't got a clue

cause I can't crawl through the wire

come back to me

we try to keep the little promise

that we had right from the start

who cares now we're apart

remember that I said I love you

long before you said you too

stupid cow

now it's done

you're gone

your voice on the phone

tells me you're all alone

but I can't crawl through the wire

and I'd like to be with you

but I haven't got a clue

cause I can't crawl through the wire

come back to me

this is cuba calling

this is cuba calling

you and your bed

are lonely hearted

4000 nautic miles from here

I close my eyes

dream you're near

now that my love has crossed the ocean

sit and hope it will return

and the fire will still burn

come back to me

this is cuba calling

come back to me

this is cuba calling

come back to me

I can't stand it no more

come back to me...

this is Cuba calling

This is still love this picture so much. That was such a great day.