2004-05-06���11:04 p.m.

I spent a good part of tonight talking to John. It realy has me thinking about a lot of things. My life seams so far away. Everything is just so diferent for me now. The funny thing is I am not sure if that is a good or a bad thing. Some things I miss others I dont. I watched the Friends finaly tonight. If only life was like tv. Boy finaly gets the right girl in the end and everything is ok. Roll the credits. Goodnight.

Its you that I love

and its true that I love

and its love not given lightly