2002-08-11���11:29 p.m.

So she called today. I cant beleve that. I wasent even home to get it. I am totaly blown away that she actualy called. It would have been nice to talk to her. To be honest I dont know what I would have said but it would have been nice to at least search for somthing to say. You get usto someone in your life and when they are gone it is so strange. I never felt like she would call again. Now ever time the phone rings my heart races and I get butterflies in my stomach. yeah well I am going to go do somthing. Later.

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