2002-07-13���12:29 a.m.

So I talked to her today. It was good in a strange kinda way. She still is way pissed at me and I geuss she will be for a long time. I know its my fault though so I will live with it. God it was so nice just to hear her voice. I miss her so much. We usto talk for so long...Man that was great. I refuse to beleve that it will never be that way again. What I wouldent give to be on a plane right now. Even is she slamed the door in my face it would be worth it just to be near her for a second. I hate this. The thing is I know she hates it also. Somtimes I geuss peaple can only take so much. I cant beleve I actaly put her to that point. Go me. NOT